My Life...

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Thoughts…Career help

I really have no idea what I am doing on here… no idea what this really is other than a place to talk. So that is what I plan to do.

I have been constantly plagued with thought of what I want to do recently. So much that it seems to be all I can think of. I keep thinking that I am always doing the wrong thing and have chosen the wrong career paths and career opportunities.

I graduated with a bachelors in Criminal Justice last December 12. The kicker, I have absolutely no interest in the degree at all! I always think to my self, “what was I thinking? I can’t even grow a mustache and I don’t look good in a hat.” I know that these are completely irrational but for some reason that keeps popping into my mind and it is extremely frustrating cause I know it is holding me back. But I really have no idea where to go from here.

I went back to school that spring to work on a masters in business and once again I am half way through that and I have no idea if that is something that I will enjoy or what that even means. I can’t be alone in this and my feelings and I really need someone’s advice.

I feel like everything I want to do is out of my control or should I say not available where I am or due to circumstance out of my reach. I hate to start over but I can’t seem to think that what I am doing right now is going to make me happy. I dont know if this will really get to anyone but there are so many things I find interesting but I really cant answer the question “What do you want to do” I can barely answer the question “What do you like\love?”

My beautiful wife!

My beautiful wife!